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An Inspiration Life.

Every mom has a different role to play in their home,
So my home who is not a mother but also a superwoman with superlative powers,
She is the best gift of life and without her, I’m nothing cause I love my mom more than anyone in life because she is my friend for forever, my teacher for life and my Idol for my dreams,
She taught me that whatever you do be honest, be humble, be a focus to your goal which is my mantra for life and makes me be a seeker for a dream.
I think this not enough to say more about my mom better to write the story which is Unheard by anyone and untold by me,
It is a story of an inspiring life who is everything to me, my mom,

A few years back In 2004…
When I was born, everyone was so happy and my mom happiness was something else cause I was the first child for my parents and it was also the day when my parents have built his own home by his Hard work, struggle also my mom did the same thing and named on me,
It was the best moments never to forget in life, everything was going well
But
Later after a year my dad passed away by heart attack and my mom was trying to show that I’m strong but her tears and scream voice says everything I was little child so I could not know what is happening around me, mom use to work and as the day passes the pain heals, my mom and me we both moved on in life
At age of 18, I Started valuing my mom more when I
Heard the inspiration story of mom from my maternal grandmother, how
alonely she nurtured me and how hard time she saw and she worked for me to give every happiness of life,
That day I decided whatever things I am going to do is only for my mom to make her proud and make her happy forever the time.
So I started working hard and studying well to pursue the dreams that I dreamed for me and for my mom,
As the days go on, I was finally on my own feet, I took all the responsibility of home and said mom not to work anymore as your child is there to look at you from now and we lived a very happy life.

My mom was a housewife when my dad was alive
After he passed away she started working in the primary school as well she was a part-time cook at the school restaurant, what she did no one can do so I’m proud of my mom, she is my inspiration, Motivation and my life…

What I learned from Mom Is written below in the poetry I can see the tears in your eyes,
I can see the pain in your heart
I can see the scars on your body,

so,
don’t pretend to be
who you are not
be who you are
and cut off every ache
that makes you to
live life differently and difficulty.

Ty.
-Chirayu!.

“My Day” Blog Competition ( $20 you’ve ever spent while travelling)

Location: India
Story: my real story.

Waking up in the morning from the street bench,
With the cup of cold coffee of last night & asked newspaper from an old man who was reading beside to me,

He gave me and I was
Flipping up the newspaper to read the latest News of the day
Chasing down the time, Chaos around my mind
Looking into the postal job column to find the hope
My mind strike with an idea after drinking tea
Questing the best friend as a work
Taking off the pen to round the job for the day
Looking inside the wallet to reveal my position of INR: 1200 ($20). money remains in the pocket,
Standing with the hope to be succeeded one day
To live a richer life with lavish dreams, seen from childhood once for the time,
Walking with the blessings of the Lord to meet Destiny soon
Booking new for the day, Thinking new for the life,
My luck, My time will turn around this time
Every day there is a new war in life field,
but the beauty behind is to believe, to know that
Today is a struggling day,
Tomorrow results from day & day after a successful time
Where life will turn with the beauty of love, passion of dreams & the future is love of family,
At present in the world, there are many people’s like me who are living with same fear & making their life complicated
But Life is beautiful if we travel by ourselves than the fearful Mind.
Every day there is a new time, to believe in yourself to be, What You are & to Become what you desire to be.

So the distance from my place “Velneshwar” to Mumbai is same as
(Imagine)
The distance between San Diego and Los Angeles is 180 kilometers (112 miles).
Job interview is in Los Angeles I’m in San Diego, bus cost $14 dollar)
my mind was saying no need to go but then I took the risk because I know my state and then I thought for how much time
I can survive,
so I took the decision
Traveling from Velneshwar to Mumbai (from San Diego to Los Angeles)
Interview time was 12 pm
And reached 10am
went to washroom of the bus stand and took bath inside and got fresh, still, I have Rs. 360 (6$) have to go back to home.
I was Feeling hungry but I haven’t buy anything just drunk water so my stomach get filled so I won’t feel like I’m hungry and then I came to the place of the job interview it is for “music composition”
I bought my guitar with me and took form filled up and I got time for an interview at 3 Pm still I have three hours, so went out sat on the bench thinking about the dream as I want this job at any cost I was desperate for the interview in between I saw a man was begging for his child I felt very emotional and I gave Rs. 180 ($3) to him and he blessed me and said today whatever work you are doing will be all in your favor, I was feeling happy by helping someone who is in need, then he went
Time was going fast it was almost 2:30 pm just have an hour my heart was beating fast as I was nervous at that point, I went to the job place and it was my time they called me inside my intention was to be “me” I went inside they asked
What is a qualification?
I said I have no qualification
They asked, how can you apply for this job,

(I got a wrong vibe for a bit)
I said I’m here for my skills not for any qualification if you are here for qualification then ty for calling me.

I took my guitar and walking off
but one of them (music director, composer) said hey did we said you to go,
I said no sir but your requirement say that he was looking so tense at me it was a perception but never knew as he was getting impressed,
He said play something
“I played my own composition of life” then they said “what should we say to you”
I thought what wrong I did,

He said me you come here and sit in my place you deserve to be in that place.

I was feeling so good even my eyes speak about my feeling that comes directly from the heart in tears.
I came out of the room with a cheque of $10,000) with 3 years bond signed with the music company.

All was those 20$ risk I took have turned my life forever.

Written
By
-Chirayu

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Photo Writing

“The silhouette of boy 

sitting alone on the bench, 

Thinking why being lonely, 

feeling sad, believing no is there for him,

“He doesn’t know” 

that someone is there who is looking to

him and will be taking care until 

someone take him to their life.

Moral: 

Adopt Children, To give them a new happy 

wonderful life”.
-Chirayu!

“My Sight”

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“If I was born as a painter
than I could find the story painted behind this board,
Because inspiration is everywhere that you make it has,
my eyes have two different sight one is positive and another is negative
I can see the inspiration sight of this art is a man born as a human,
but became inspiration for the life. Mr. Painter and the untold story,
he would be hardworking, love praising and keen to achieve the success, because every story has a new script to play.
Coming to negative sight, then this man is a criminal of my life
who have demolished the whole empire,
which was built so hardly and hardworkingly, to catalyst inbuilt era..
so painting is not just a color or making, it’s a thought which is expressed through the hand of the magician who are
known as a painter in this world. memorable is that time
when you craft your own life
through the colors and reality of perfectionist in it.
Every story has a voice to relate to your life stay positive and
inspiring like this painting.

-Chirayu!.

Past Memories

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“Sadness wracked on her face
When a voice whisper on her ear’s
the memories revealed again to the time when there was no one behind, The passage Is based on her somber life, When she was born, how her family left her alone in the cage house of the orphanage, She deliberates her past without the love of family and surviving with the question why you have left me alone to fight against the world?.
The answer framed in a parchment voice lived by her own experience where she finds about the word “woman” is questioning word for the world,

Parchment lines:
Baby girl born & burned Girl Walk & Suck
Woman flies & wing’s cut.
Isn’t a reason why I’m been waiting to suffer with such a awful to the woeful activities happens in my life, Does a girl is born for the purpose of use and throw slogan, what a universe is made for us who are living in the place of heaven.

“Proceed with Caution”.
One day afternoon while coming from a friend’s house, I Met three crook boy’s who were drunk, commanded on my clothes and on my body, it was on a Crowdy path and near the street there was a cop checkpoint sitting in the chair eating and gossiping, many peoples were traveling in the street and I was standing after being commanded by the three boys my mind thought to leave away the place or to sit at home like a fearful girl like mainly every other girl’s go through with it and my second opinion heat in mind was to give them a slap, but after giving them slap, they won’t be able to understand how I feel or a girl feel when they been abuse or treat like a puppet, will they respect me or any other women, there action can be more harsh to me they can harm me like everyday, every min, every second there is a woman who is going through with such a situations harassment or molesting, some stay at that place to give away an action as a fighting spirit or some give up everything like a trapped victim so my mind was staying at that place, then suddenly I got to come to their point, they assumption to me, I called them near to me and I asked what is your problem? Haven’t you seen someone like me who wear a short shirt and a short skirt does you find something interesting in that? Do you think we women’s are a remote control button so anyone can press it or operate at any time? Do you want to see my body right?.
Do a thing I am sitting in between to this street you can remove all my clothes and do what you like to do, all I am yours? then after you are being enjoyed everything  with me then pass away to someone else who are born as a human, but then act like you (an Evil Mind), you know for me you are a Criminal how just look at your mind and say some something about yourself, you don’t have the answers right?.
You know some criminals are guilty and some are free flying because the power of politics to the colour of money is standing with them and they shows a life of women as a standing toy of the sleeping pillow, You three are drunken and you look like you have done something wrong before, so do you want to hide your mistake or you want to repeat it again? To admit your mistake in front of the people’s on the social media right? or to get arrested for your crime in front of the cop I’m looking into your mind now you’re standing being very guilt at present so don’t you think its right time to admit all the mistake you did in life, because your intention can change at any time, so what you do you want from me now?.
Then after few minutes later they fell on my leg’s and apologize for their mistake, actually the scene is still incomplete because the crowd of the street have surrounded them, how let’s go back to place where such an incident was occurred the place in market. where the different life’s are moving away and every life has a story behind so incident to live media to people’s who are watching and in the crowed people’s there is a team of Report’s with the power of youngster help me when I start recording the live mode on a television broadcasting it’s been Live on every channel, and they there are criminal who raped many people’s by their mind.
“I have faced everything in life
Because I’m a woman, every raped is done in a day or night is an anguish spirit in mind as a sadness, humor stops the life of brilliance for the woman’s, a rope is made to use nor to make a knot on it and use it to attempt suicide..
But nor a respect and love from the people’s who are born as human in the world, I have seen many people’s who will motivate you a lot, but at the end there intention plays a game in mind and use it on a woman…
“Thinking is bug of acting”
For example take an apple..

“An apple is sweet fruit, but when you eat it, then the action relates the molesting scene on a woman the way of crime.
“He was munching the character of lady in mind,
He took a bite out and chewing the mentality of a perceptual object
He breaks away the whole body By thinking process on where he started hunting and threaded at the beginning and at the end he peeled away everything”
-Chirayu!.

P.S (?)… The Story remains as a Question Mark because the answer is with you in your mind and action is in your hand so never please save the Girl child and fight against the crime.
Please respect Women’s.
Thank you
-Chirayu!

Mysterious Case!.(A Short Fiction Thriller Story)

Mysterious Case!.
The tail end with the morality quest realistic
Impulse to control the character
Researched in the theory of the book, lay down on the table
The case chases the report by the code name – 30
Faint lady Dementia’s Murdered case
Intriguing at the beginning, but later story opened many pages
Clue of murder was the code number -30
The lady was not good in the mentally position,
Depriving pearl hidden down under the tongue
Plume tainted on a molested BlackMail
Of Women’s thrashes away with depressed mind
Fearful Eyes threatens by two Man’s
Lately Women’s depression taken a path of crime by murdering the two Man’s and lately cut each and every body piece in a plastic pouch and thrown away into the dustbin of neighborhood home.
When the police started the inquiry than a case officer caught the evidence but he couldn’t arrest her because he was Also being killed at night more than 17 people’s being killed in the chase the lady made a game to kill everyone who involved in this class and to hide the truth of murder mystery!..
Lateral lady flushing everything in the past and leaving for the different country but
CBI caught her and charges to hang her for the life..
(P.S 30 was the number she was causing in her marking list she made a list to kill the thirty people’s who lusted and tortured her in the whole life, While so for the revenge she declared a murder war on the 30 people’s but lately she was caught by CBI..

-Chirayu!..

“Give Color”.

“Give Color”.
The Light of Hope
Standing at the door
So long,
So far, away from home,
away from life,
this is me a Darkest angel
with a screaming voice from
Agonizing Body, torturing lip
broken tissues and
wounded worms
hiding down inside the room,
finding a hope of light to
append
“The Torch of Liberty”
Here,
Been today
being,
lived a darkest night
“Exhausted by the profane
keen out the memories of
the darkest place by
surviving upon the time till
the door asked to make
a black day as a
bright light!…
-Chirayu!..