Monday Motivation..

Once I was Rejected

Couple of times, I was called a Failure

Thrice, I was Ignored by all

The fourth time, I was lost because no one cares about me

The fifth time, I decided to leave away everything.

The sixth time, I was gone unnoticed by them who I loved the most,

The seventh time, I was devastated and from within, completely broken & hurtful by them who made me helpless.

The eighth time, I was giving up on the phase of time, even thinking nothing else is left in me to do so to quit my role from the movie called life

Ninth time, I was defeated from inside out and got depressed.

The tenth time,  I decided to die as to quit the life, I thought suicide will be the right choice as the last option left to try from self to self.

At last “I thought if I have not died in the first attempt then what happens next, does life wants me to struggle and effort more, to give me a result as reward according to my hard work on one day,

so why should I choice the way which has many attempts better to start again, fight again and wait for the result that decides my success…

And then

Hard Work, Dedication results Success.
-Chirayu!.

“Suicide”.

!! SUICIDE !!
Roaring a traveling wave in the mind
Thrash away from a terribly torches time,
Addicted with the folly crime word to get
The First attempt by hanging knot of rope in the fan
Or the second attempt from the terrace to jump down
If these attempts get failed I will get a new life
But I don’t want to live this life
The burden of lord survives in me
In morning sour till the Evening veins
I am suffered as a dusk of a Dawn time
Why because, I am good as in the word true
Dignity mild my nature down towards
The Havering habits like a creepy gloom of a mad slice.
Chronicles of love and lust fluid
the Dynamic source to live a beneath Life,
Endeavors plays with my feelings
Trident causes my mind with a deep pain
Thoughts revolves in mind to quite this life
To bring out the world of heaven!..”Suicide”…
“Suicide is to die for the ones or to learn from that once”..

-Chirayu!..